When you've had the same dream every night for more than two weeks, at what point do you decide that it's important to take time and figure out what it means? If you're me, you just do your best to forget about it until the meaning comes to you.
It's been two weeks and three days and finally I think I understand the airport.
All this time I've been focusing on the face I can't see, trying to figure out what face should be there, when really all I needed to do was realize that this mystery person isn't anyone, it's everyone.
I think this is a lesson to me that things change, people come and go, and relationships are constantly redefined by the people in them. I need to just make sure that where I am in life is a place where I can be true to what's best for me, and everything will be okay.
That, and I need to find a way to unload all this stress I'm carrying around before it kills me.
Now, normally with my repeat dreams, once I figure out what they mean, they go away. Let's see what happens tonight, shall we?
Currently listening: Eyes Open By Snow Patrol
Release date: 09 May, 2006